Colts or Bears?!

I prefer the Bears! Why you ask? Why am I a traitor against the state in which I reside?? Simple! Because my husband loves the colts lol he even tried to buy Cecelia and Justin Jr Little colt outfits for the superbowl haha Well you know what! if you want to get "technical" I guess I should go for the Chargers, Raiders, or 49ers even though they aren't in the superbowl...I mean it is the state I was born in!
Anywho
GO BEARS!!!!

Selfish

I had a dream the other night and it made me realize how self-centered I have become. I have put God on the back burner and I need to realize that it’s not all about me its not all about my family it’s about God! I need to live my life for him. Live my life so that when he comes he will say to me and my family “good job good and faithful servant.” When’s the last time I’ve been to church? When’s the last time I repented, prayed, read my bible?! The first thing that comes to my mind is I have a family now there is just too much to think about! Bills, meals, health, diapers blah blah blah I need to leave it all to God! I need to leave it in his hands because you know what he hasn’t let me down yet considering everything we have been through! He always comes through I mean it’s never at the time that I want but that doesn’t matter! I am blessed and thankful and I need to show it a lot more lately! I need to live my life b/c you never know what will happen tomorrow! My children and I have became accustomed to a daily routine and if something is unexpected lol we are somewhat of a mess haha I need to learn to be more spontaneous! I need to take my own advice and LIVE LAUGH AND LEARN!!!!

0oh yea, my dream, it was about the end of the world….

Months

JANUARY: "January (girls/boys) are a treasure, their warmth and kindness are beyond measure."

FEBRUARY: "February (girls/boys) are so sincere, kind hearted, sweet and dear."

MARCH: "March (girls/boys) are filled with courage, strong and wise they don't discourage."

APRIL: "April (girls/boys) show they care, with gentle souls they are rare."

MAY: "May (girls/boys) inspire us everyday, speaking joy in their special way."

JUNE: "June (girls/boys) follow their hearts, dreaming big sets them apart."

JULY: "July (girls/boys) embrace each day, celebrating life in every way."

AUGUST: "August (girls/boys) are wise and fair, their big hearts show they care."

SEPTEMBER: "September (girls/boys) are very smart, they live by following their heart."

OCTOBER: "October (girls/boys) won't hear no, they dream and imagine as they go."

NOVEMBER: "November (girls/boys) will go very far, they reach for each and every star."

DECEMBER: "December (girls/boys) know how to live, with kindness and charm they always give."

In Love

"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams."

-- Author:Dr. Seuss

WoW

Wow!
September Has Come and Gone...
We just celebrated my daughters one year birthday September 30th.
What Fun and exhausting that was!!

She had lots of fun and enjoyed all of her new toys so much she played with them until bed time.
She even took one to bed with her LoL

She’s “obsessed”
with the Backyardigans and Spongebob

It’s Amusing!

My Due Date is Oct. 20 and I am so ready to have this baby!

(Some Thoughts, these were all at different times...)

1^st Thought

I yearn for my body in exchange for a precious innocent baby
boy. Don’t get me wrong! I am excited
with all of the changes and the knowledge that I have of what’s happening to
me, but I can’t wait to be able to see my feet again, to sleep through the
night again, and to bend again. As the days grow closer it seems that I just
get more and more obsessed with these “pregnancy symptoms.” I just can’t wait
to have this little boy wonder in my arms! I want to meet him soon and I want
Cecelia to meet him and to bond with him just as if she were bonding with me or
Justin.

2^nd Thought

Torn…

Sometimes I wonder if I can love this new baby as much as I
love Cecelia?! Do I have enough love for two children?! How will Cecelia react
to a new baby? Will she think he’s taking me away from her? Will her
personality change; will she still be the same? Will she love me the same….

3^rd Thought

Sometimes it feels as if I’ll be pregnant forever! Will you
ever want to meet the world young man?

Cool Beans

	I'm Finally getting the hang of this...Cool Beans! Thanx goes to Burberry for an awsome tutorial! *~Check It Out~* http://spaces.msn.com/members/burberry187/

Isn't She Lovely

	Isn't she lovely Isn't she wonderfull Isn't she precious Less than one minute old I never thought through love we'd be Making one as lovely as she But isn't she lovely made from love Isn't she pretty Truly the angel's best Boy, I'm so happy We have been heaven blessed I can't believe what God has done through us he's given life to one But isn't she lovely made from love

Just Bored

 

Just Bored! So I Thought That I Would Let The Whole Wide World Know How Bored I Actually Am! LoL! Are You Ready?!  SEXYMAN REYNOLDS I Love That Man! He's Just So Sexy I Am So Bored, That I Think I'm  Gonna Go Wake Up My Daughter  So I Can Play With Her...No Wait! My Husband LoL Oh What Fun I'm Excited Already! Okay Bye And Have A Great Night!!!

This is My Life

American Idol Is Back! I love watching the auditions b/c they are so funny!!! Sometimes I don't really care about the rest of it though...hmmm....
Anyways!!!
I went to my first Le Leche League meeting today, it was very refreshing to know that other people..Ahem mothers...feel the same way that I do. Even though it was my first meeting and just for a hour and a half, I learned the one lesson that i think I've been needing to hear for four months now! I learned that I shouldn't let anyone tell me how to raise my daughter and just to follow my heart. I need to raise her how i see fit, even if that means picking her up each time she starts to cry, letting her sleep in our bed, having another sibling thats a year younger than her, or even giving her a binky to go to sleep. (Well maybe not the binky part. LoL!) I am her mother ya know not my next door neighbor or the lady I see on the street walking her dog!! It's great to have people to talk to people who understand especially family! But, I don't have to take anyones advice if i don't want and besides...This is My Life!

Breaking Bad Habits

I’m not a bad mother if I rock/sing her to sleep every night, if I give her a binky, if I hold her too much, or if I wake her up to play with her. (Only when she’s been sleeping all day.) I mean I do cherish our "nightly chats" you know what I mean right? The times when you wake up to her talking, she sees you and starts cooing to you! I relish each second...well now I do now that I’m not sleepily waking up LoL! But hey, even then I relish it! She’s my first child, my baby girl and hey, I know that I thought that her father would be this way and not me, boy was I wrong! She actually has me wrapped around all of her little fingers! She knows when she wants to be picked up just cry and ill pick her up lol! O0h well, there is still time to break my bad habits right?! I mean she’s only four months….

I mean hey I can raise my daughter how I see fit! Maybe it’s the magazine that’s wrong. I mean hey do they even have kids? Who cares if they are doctors...they just don’t understand! I mean even if it says that she'll get hooked on her binky, not if i wean her off before she does...Yea that’s it! ;)

A New Year

Today is the beginning of a new year! As I reminisce all I can do is smile because I know what happened this time last year! Then she was just a thought and now she's a beautiful 3mo old baby girl...Cecelia Lasheil. Anywho, as I think about the year that I had last year, a life changing year that was, I can only prayer that this year is just as good!!!

Christmas

Finally Home! Ah lets see wishes...LoL! My "Wish" for this Christmas would have been...umm...lol… lets see, ummm, ummmmmm...hmmmm LoL well I guess it would be that we didn't get the main thing that we did get, or maybe that we didn't have car troubles 0oh no, lol wait maybe just maybe it should have been that I didn't forget the ingredients for my recipes 1-1/2hrs. away at our house in Lafayette. But do ya wanna know the main thing that all three of us got for Christmas?! I bet you'll never guess!!! We all got sick lol. but I guess it was all kinda sorta worth it. ALL...yes ALL of it, because our nephew wouldn't have been able to stay w/us for the week, or we wouldn't have been able to visit our niece while she was in the hospital, or play Monopoly & Bingo with our family...We wouldn't change it!! We had a great Christmas!! The moment that touched me the most is when I seen an inscription on a present I had gotten from my in-laws...It said From: Mom & Dad....

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I love you Sarah and Cecelia.

-Justin Reynolds