Cool Beans

	I'm Finally getting the hang of this...Cool Beans! Thanx goes to Burberry for an awsome tutorial! *~Check It Out~* http://spaces.msn.com/members/burberry187/

Isn't She Lovely

	Isn't she lovely Isn't she wonderfull Isn't she precious Less than one minute old I never thought through love we'd be Making one as lovely as she But isn't she lovely made from love Isn't she pretty Truly the angel's best Boy, I'm so happy We have been heaven blessed I can't believe what God has done through us he's given life to one But isn't she lovely made from love

Just Bored

 

Just Bored! So I Thought That I Would Let The Whole Wide World Know How Bored I Actually Am! LoL! Are You Ready?!  SEXYMAN REYNOLDS I Love That Man! He's Just So Sexy I Am So Bored, That I Think I'm  Gonna Go Wake Up My Daughter  So I Can Play With Her...No Wait! My Husband LoL Oh What Fun I'm Excited Already! Okay Bye And Have A Great Night!!!

This is My Life

American Idol Is Back! I love watching the auditions b/c they are so funny!!! Sometimes I don't really care about the rest of it though...hmmm....
Anyways!!!
I went to my first Le Leche League meeting today, it was very refreshing to know that other people..Ahem mothers...feel the same way that I do. Even though it was my first meeting and just for a hour and a half, I learned the one lesson that i think I've been needing to hear for four months now! I learned that I shouldn't let anyone tell me how to raise my daughter and just to follow my heart. I need to raise her how i see fit, even if that means picking her up each time she starts to cry, letting her sleep in our bed, having another sibling thats a year younger than her, or even giving her a binky to go to sleep. (Well maybe not the binky part. LoL!) I am her mother ya know not my next door neighbor or the lady I see on the street walking her dog!! It's great to have people to talk to people who understand especially family! But, I don't have to take anyones advice if i don't want and besides...This is My Life!

Breaking Bad Habits

I’m not a bad mother if I rock/sing her to sleep every night, if I give her a binky, if I hold her too much, or if I wake her up to play with her. (Only when she’s been sleeping all day.) I mean I do cherish our "nightly chats" you know what I mean right? The times when you wake up to her talking, she sees you and starts cooing to you! I relish each second...well now I do now that I’m not sleepily waking up LoL! But hey, even then I relish it! She’s my first child, my baby girl and hey, I know that I thought that her father would be this way and not me, boy was I wrong! She actually has me wrapped around all of her little fingers! She knows when she wants to be picked up just cry and ill pick her up lol! O0h well, there is still time to break my bad habits right?! I mean she’s only four months….

I mean hey I can raise my daughter how I see fit! Maybe it’s the magazine that’s wrong. I mean hey do they even have kids? Who cares if they are doctors...they just don’t understand! I mean even if it says that she'll get hooked on her binky, not if i wean her off before she does...Yea that’s it! ;)

A New Year

Today is the beginning of a new year! As I reminisce all I can do is smile because I know what happened this time last year! Then she was just a thought and now she's a beautiful 3mo old baby girl...Cecelia Lasheil. Anywho, as I think about the year that I had last year, a life changing year that was, I can only prayer that this year is just as good!!!