what will people think, when they hear that Im a jesus freak?

I remember way back when I was in elementary school about 1992. There was this place called Realife ministries, but we called it night church. Once a week at 6-7pm the college students from Indiana Wesleyan University, would host singing, playtime, snack, and a bible study for young kids once a week. We knew about it because it was across the street from my grandmas house. It was awesome, because outside of this we would also go to different attractions, like water parks, sleepovers, discovery zone, etc. Well on these rides we would listen to music and I remember that this song was big back then. My sister loved it. I'm just remembering this, so I went to look for the lyrics. I LOVE the lyrics, but I'm not to fond of the sound. haha
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[what will people think
When they hear that Im a jesus freak?
What will people do
When they find thats its true? ]

Separated, I cut myself clean
From a past that comes back in my darkest of dreams
Been apprehended by a spiritual force
And a grace that replaced all the me Ive divorced

I saw a man with tat on his big fat belly
It wiggled around like marmalade jelly
It took me a while to catch what it said
Cause I had to match the rhythm
Of his belly with my head
jesus saves is what it raved in a typical tattoo green
He stood on a box in the middle of the city
And claimed he had a dream

(chorus)
What will people think
When they hear that Im a jesus freak
What will people do when they find that its true
I dont really care if they label me a jesus freak
There aint no disguising the truth

Kamikaze, my death is gain
Ive been marked by my maker
A peculiar display
The high and lofty, they see me as weak
Cause I wont live and die for the power they seek

There was a man from the desert with naps in his head
The sand that he walked was also his bed
The words that he spoke made the people assume
There wasnt too much left in the upper room
With skins on his back and hair on his face
They thought he was strange by the locusts he ate
The pharisees tripped when they heard him speak
Until the king took the head of this jesus freak

(repeat chorus 2x)

People say Im strange, does it make me a stranger
That my best friend was born in a manger
People say Im strange, does it make me a stranger
That my best friend was born in a manger

(repeat chorus 2x)

What will people think
[what will people think]
What will people do
[what will people do]
I dont really care
[what else can I say]
There aint no disguising the truth
[jesus is the way]

They gave my daughter the wrong immunizations...

Yup you heard right, they gave my daughter the four shots that my son was supposed to receive, and for my son, the one shot that my daughter was supposed to receive.
How did this happen you ask?!
Well My kids doctor told me that Cece was to get one, and JJ(Justin) four. The nurse came and and said Cece has to get four shots and I told her "no, I thought Cece is only supposed to get one" and she says "no, it says four here." So I thought that the doctor changed it or something. The next visit two weeks later the doctor was upset to hear that JJ only got one shot when he should have gotten four. She seemed pretty upset and left to talk to someone. When she came back she said Justin will just get the four he should of gotten two weeks ago.
You see Justin was going to get four shots 3/26 and one shot 4/16. So he got all the ones that he was supposed to get but Cece on the other hand got four extra shots that she shouldn't get until kindergarten, and didn't get the one that she was needing.
Whew does that make sense?
Well we came to the doctors office to get the one shot that Cece was supposed to get way back when and the nurse was very rude to us. Which made me upset, and my husband even said he thought she was being very rude as well. Now guys, the first thing I thought was I need to get out of here before I snap. Because when I do, it ain't gonna be pretty. So I took some time to cool down and called back. She had no right to disrespect us and even though I had some time to cool down I was still very upset ya know. My husband thought that since they screwed up my daughters shots, that maybe she got yelled at, or the person that did it got fired or whatever, but that's it I had nothing to do with them fucking up, so you can imagine my frustration right?! Has anyone ever been in this situation before? Was I wrong to get pissed off and voice my opinions to her?! I was upset about the immunizations and the attitude of this lady just sends me over the edge. I wanted to just change offices, but then I don't so that each time I come in contact with her I want to give her a piece of my mind LoL Vindictive ugh
F.Y.I. The doctor apoligized alot about the immunization mix up and said that Cece should be fine. They won't charge us for her kindergarten shots since they already billed our insurance and all. You know me, I had to get a second opinion. My babygirl will be fine.

Ugh, it's just been one of those days...

It's Saturday night, and I'm sitting in front of the computer eating Baldwin Cookies in cream.
Sad huh?!
Ugh Today was not my day. I had so many things planned and all of my plans went awry. I'm the type of person who likes a list...an itinerary sort of thing, even if it's just in my head. I am not spontaneous whatsoever, but i used to be way back when. Justin has helped me to not take myself so seriously ya know. My children went to sleep without a fuss, or fighting each other which is a HUGE accomplishment in my book.
Ugh it's just been one of those days...
Until next time...

The Secret Life of a Soccer Mom

If you're like me you enjoy watching inspiring shows, so when I tuned in to the new series of "Secret Life of a Soccer Mom," it inspired me. After watching it, I pulled out my old dusty burgundy suitcase, and do you know what laid inside? Drafting supplies...Oh how I wished I could massage the cold metal of a drafting table again. It was my first urge, my first true desire, my first longing, in a long time. Ya know, to even think about going back to college after 5 years was extremely scary. I discussed my fears and goals with my husband, on why I wanted to go back to school. For me, it was totally understandable why he was a little reluctant, it was only because he knew my desire to not go back in the past, and he wanted to respect my wishes. He really wanted me to go for myself, and not for other naive reasons. After I explained this longing to him, we set out a "game plan." The next day I started requesting brochures and such from different schools for Architecture, and I came across the Interior Designer career path. Shoot, Interior Designer? Me? Haha I don't want to be a decorator, I want to make a difference, know what I mean? The research I did in the days to come enlightened me because an Interior Decorator and a Interior Designer are not the same at all. After visiting schools and researching more, I have never felt so sure of a career in my life, than this path that I wanted to embark on. It's definitely going to be a change for me and my family but we are ready, so BRING IT ON!
Until next time...