Wow!
September Has Come and Gone...
We just celebrated my daughters one year birthday September 30th.
What Fun and exhausting that was!!
She had lots of fun and enjoyed all of her new toys so much she played with them until bed time.
She even took one to bed with her LoL
She’s “obsessed”
with the Backyardigans and Spongebob
It’s Amusing!
My Due Date is Oct. 20 and I am so ready to have this baby!
(Some Thoughts, these were all at different times...)
1st Thought
I yearn for my body in exchange for a precious innocent baby
boy. Don’t get me wrong! I am excited
with all of the changes and the knowledge that I have of what’s happening to
me, but I can’t wait to be able to see my feet again, to sleep through the
night again, and to bend again. As the days grow closer it seems that I just
get more and more obsessed with these “pregnancy symptoms.” I just can’t wait
to have this little boy wonder in my arms! I want to meet him soon and I want
Cecelia to meet him and to bond with him just as if she were bonding with me or
Justin.
2nd Thought
Torn…
Sometimes I wonder if I can love this new baby as much as I
love Cecelia?! Do I have enough love for two children?! How will Cecelia react
to a new baby? Will she think he’s taking me away from her? Will her
personality change; will she still be the same? Will she love me the same….
3rd Thought
Sometimes it feels as if I’ll be pregnant forever! Will youever want to meet the world young man?
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