Selfish

I had a dream the other night and it made me realize how self-centered I have become. I have put God on the back burner and I need to realize that it’s not all about me its not all about my family it’s about God! I need to live my life for him. Live my life so that when he comes he will say to me and my family “good job good and faithful servant.” When’s the last time I’ve been to church? When’s the last time I repented, prayed, read my bible?! The first thing that comes to my mind is I have a family now there is just too much to think about! Bills, meals, health, diapers blah blah blah I need to leave it all to God! I need to leave it in his hands because you know what he hasn’t let me down yet considering everything we have been through! He always comes through I mean it’s never at the time that I want but that doesn’t matter! I am blessed and thankful and I need to show it a lot more lately! I need to live my life b/c you never know what will happen tomorrow! My children and I have became accustomed to a daily routine and if something is unexpected lol we are somewhat of a mess haha I need to learn to be more spontaneous! I need to take my own advice and LIVE LAUGH AND LEARN!!!!

0oh yea, my dream, it was about the end of the world….