About Me

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Sunday, November 04, 2007

Whoa that's deep...

I'm not a mean person
I'm too nice at times
genuine
an excellent listener
I'm a great friend
and the few who can call me friend...I mean who I can call friend as well
they know...does that make sense?
I'm very trustworthy but it's hard to trust people
because...well because I've been hurt in the past
scratch hurt...I've been battered and bruised my heart has been scarred, by these so called "friends." And I will always remember that pain...So it's hard for me to trust..
I just don't like rejection ...I HATE rejection

Wow that was kind of hard to say whoa that's deep...I was just sitting here thinking and I typed all of that above. My daughter fell off of her bed so I went in to comfort here.
I'm so glad, I'm so happy that I have my family!

Justin has showed me how to trust and love does that make sense?
I remember the person I was when and before I met him and I'm glad that I have changed
Since I have been with him I have changed tremendously.
It's not like it was anything bad, it was just my mindset of people in general.
Because of the way I have been treated...
do you know what I mean?

Until next time...

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